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| scilicet ultima semper |
| Expectanda dies homini est, dicique beatus, |
| Ante obitum nemo supremaque funera debet. |
| Ovid. Met., l. 3. |
EVERY one is acquainted with the story of King Crsus to this purpose, who being taken prisoner by Cyrus, and by him condemnd to die, as he was going to execution, cryd out, O Solon, Solon! which being presently reported to Cyrus, and he sending to enquire what it meant, Crsus gave him to understand that he now found the advertisement Solon had formerly given him true to his cost, which was, That men, however fortune may smile upon them, could never be said to be happy, till they had been seen to pass over the last day of their lives, by reason of the uncertainty and mutability of human things, which upon very light and trivial occasions are subject to be totally changd into a quite contrary condition. And therefore it was, that Agesilaus made answer to one that was saying, What a happy young man the king of Persia was, to come so young to so mighty a kingdom; Tis true [said he], but neither was Priam unhappy at his years. In a short time, of kings of Macedon, successors to that mighty Alexander, were made joyners and scriveners at Rome; of a tyrant of Sicily, a pedant at Corinth; of a conqueror of one-half of the world, and general of so many armies, a miserable suppliant to the rascally officers of a king of Ægypt. So much the prolongation of five or six months of life cost the great and noble Pompey, and no longer since than our fathers days, Ludovico Forza, the tenth duke of Milan, whom all Italy had so long truckled under, was seen to die a wretched prisoner at Loches, but not till he had lived ten years in captivity, which was the worst part of his fortune. The fairest of all queens, (Mary, Queen of Scots) widow to the greatest king in Europe, did she not come to die by the hand of an executioner? Unworthy and barbarous cruelty! and a thousand more examples there are of the same kind; for it seems that as storms and tempests have a malice to the proud, and overtowring heights of our lofty buildings, there are also spirits above that are envious of the grandeurs here below.
| Usque adeo res humanas vis abdita quædam |
| Obterit, et pulchros fasces, sævasque secures |
| Proculcare, ac ludibrio sibi habere videtur. |
| Lucret., l. 5. |
And it should seem also that Fortune sometimes lies in wait to surprise the last hour of our lives, to shew the power she has in a moment to overthrow what she was so many years in building, making us cry out with Laborius, Nimirum hac die una plus vixi mihi quam vivendum fuit.Macrob., l. 2., c. 2. I have livd longer by this one day than I ought to have done. And in this sense, this good advice of Solon may reasonably be taken; but he being a philosopher, with which sort of men the favors and disgraces of fortune stand for nothing, either to the making a man happy or unhappy, and with whom grandeurs and powers, accidents of quality, are upon the matter indifferent: I am apt to think that he had some further aim, and that his meaning was that the very felicity of life it self, which depends upon the tranquillity and contentment of a well-descended spirit, and the resolution and assurance of a well-orderd soul, ought never to be attributed to any man, till he has first been seen to play the last, and doubtless the hardest act of his part, because there may be disguise and dissimulation in all the rest, where these fine philosophical discourses are only put on; and where accidents do not touch us to the quick, they give us leisure to maintain the same sober gravity; but in this last scene of death, there is no more counterfeiting, we must speak plain, and must discover what there is of pure and clean in the bottom.
| Nam veræ voces tum demum pectore ab imo |
| Ejiciuntur, et cripitur persona, manet res. |
| Lucret., l. 3. |
| Then that at last truth issues from the heart, |
| The vizors gone, we act our own true part. |
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Wherefore at this last all the other actions of our life ought to be tryd and sifted. Tis the master-day, tis the day that is judge of all the rest, tis the day (says one of the Ancients) that ought to judge of all my foregoing years. To death do I refer the essay of the fruit of all my studies. We shall then see whether my discourses came only from my mouth or from my heart. I have seen many by their death give a good or an ill repute to their whole life. Scipio, the father-in-law of Pompey the Great, in dying well, wipd away the ill opinion that till then every one had conceivd of him. Epaminondas being askd which of the three he had in the greatest esteem, Chabrias, Iphicrates, or himself; You must first see us die (said he) before that question can be resolvd: and, in truth, he would infinitely wrong that great man, who would weigh him without the honor and grandeur of his end. God Almighty has orderd all things as it has best pleased him; but I have in my time seen three of the most execrable persons that ever I knew in all manners of abominable living, and the most infamous to boot, who all dyd a very regular death, and in all circumstances composd even to perfection. There are brave, and fortunate deaths. I have seen death cut the thread of the progress of a prodigious advancement, and in the height and flower of its encrease of a certain person, with so glorious an end, that in my opinion his ambitious and generous designs had nothing in them so high and great as their interruption; and he arrived without compleating his course, at the place to which his ambition pretended with greater glory than he could himself either hope or desire, and anticipated by his fall the name and power to which he aspird, by perfecting his career. In the judgment I make of another mans life, I always observe how he carried himself at his death; and the principal concern I have for my own is that I may die handsomely, that is patiently and without noise.
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